The world I live in seems to get stranger with each passing day. I seem to be more in time with ti-me. I don't have many visitors these days (as always), but fewer still because my next door neighbors, my youngest brother and his wife, have been outta town for a week. He's supposed to be back sometime this weekend, but his wife is going to a seminar to meet the Dalai Lama.
Since they've been gone I've been thinking about how she's gonna act when she returns home after getting all serious about Buddhism for a week. I sorta hope she don't undergo some spiritual conversion I have to act pleasant about upon her return. We have a long-running conversation going about spiritual stuff. My brother wisely ignores us while we're carrying on like maniacs about the dead past burying it's dead.
On the other hand, as an airy Libran, she may dismiss the entire seminar as if it were only a form of entertainment she paid for as an amusement. Like it's no more than the expected music of the ship's dance band while going on an ocean cruise to the Bahamas. Aquarius rising, she might not show the least interest in discussing her venture when she gets back.
I'm glad my brother will be home today. I've been feeding his dogs over at his house, and keeping an eye on things at his place while he was gone. Me? I have a habit of burning stuff when it becomes cumbersome. Why would I not? All my junky stuff can be replaced with one or two trips to the Good Will store, but that ain't like it is with other people's stuff. They not only get attached to their possessions, but they mourn if something happens to them, as if it's the end time.
If you could interpret my natal astrology chart, you would not be able to ignore how feeble my earthly tools are for being responsible. This just ain't the life for it. Maybe down the road. Responsibility in astrology, for the most part, is represented by the Sign of Capricorn, and it's ruling planet Saturn. Anybody who wants to know about why they exhibit positive or negative attributes when it comes to being a responsible person can find the answer with a thorough study of Saturn and it's attached me-and-thee-ings (meanings). I.E., Saturn, what is the relationship between the possibilities you stand for, and me?
How am I hanging with the responsibility thing in this particular lifetime? What's the prognosis? What's my possibilities in real time for good health and riches. What is the tie-to-me (time). Saturn represents time. Saturn represents old age. Saturn in my natal chart occupies the Sixth House of health. Bummer.
Saturn also represents bones, and I got troubles with my bones in the old age Saturn seems to have planned for me. Until recently, I have thought that I'd gotten around what seemed promised to me, but not anymore. I seem to be getting forced by circumstances to reach for certain possibilities that the system of astrology appears to claim I'm not gonna get to. That may have something to do with the reason I changed oracles.
I do not attempt to tell the God's own truth here because I don't know what the truth is or hardly ever. I try to capture the drifting thoughts that randomly appear in my imagination for reasons I may not understand. I don't know if the content I capture with these words is true or false. The Comments settings are turned off to prevent me from having to defend what amounts to little more than fanciful, sometime crude speculation. Great moments in our lives never return.
